Hey firstly g'luck to TALENT SHOW tomorrow. Wish i could be there, but i wont most likely.

next happy birthday to my mommy. (:

uhhh. now the past week (s)

i've been putin in my hours for sadies after school.
Also practicing for my CM comming up.
Tomorrow/today is the theory written part. Nervousish. But not as much as next week the playing/sightreading/skills testing. Which im seriously nervous about.

I think i'm losing touch with those people that i want to hold close. Iono but like the people i want to be with, seem like to be floating away. i sometimes just want to grab them and make it stop, but it isn't easy like that. Wonder how its gonna turn out...

uhhhh i wish life could be easier on people. like today the sub for bio was talking about the most important thing in life (no it's not sex Emma) wich is relationships. I seriously wish that it would be easy where like people can be real for once. WHere we dont need to be afraid of what we say to eachother. But we don't live in that perfect world, so i dont think that'll happen.

well that has been an attempt to a semi deep post. Thanks for reading if you still read there.

-REnz